When I first joined Feed the Need Missions, I knew I would be challenged spiritually, but I had no idea just how much it would transform my relationship with prayer. I have always felt comfortable praying in my “quiet place”—those moments of solitude where it is just me and God. But public prayer? That was a different story.
Praying out loud with others has always been intimidating. I worried I would not sound eloquent enough, pick the right words, or would not be as knowledgeable as others around me. But over the last year and a half, being a part of Feed the Need Missions has taught me that public prayer is not about being perfect. It is about connecting with God and others in an authentic and meaningful way.
Prayer is a core principle at Feed the Need Missions. Whether at a weekly site, in a staff meeting, or simply in conversation with others, prayer is there. It is not just something we do; the more you get involved, the more it becomes part of who you are.
At every weekly site, we pray with guests, volunteers, and team members. This consistent practice has pushed me out of my comfort zone in the best way possible. While I still feel some initial reservations, the power of prayer and the way it brings people together has started winning out over my fears.
I have realized that God does not ask us for perfection. He asks us to come to Him just as we are. One verse that resonates with me is Philippians 4:6-7:
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
This verse serves as a light in the darkness for me as I continue to fight the fears that used to hold me back. It reminds me that God is not looking for polished words or perfect delivery. He simply wants us to trust Him and bring our joys, burdens, and sorrows to Him.
Through prayer, I have experienced a deeper connection with God and with those around me. There is something truly beautiful about standing alongside others in prayer—bearing one another’s burdens, celebrating victories, and lifting one voice to God. It is not about me or my abilities but about Him and His power to work through us.
Feed the Need Missions’ culture of prayer has helped me find the courage to step out and pray boldly. It is a daily reminder that prayer is one of our most powerful tools—not just for our relationship with God but also for connecting with and serving others in love.
So, if you, like me, have ever felt nervous about praying with others, let me encourage you to take that step. It does not matter if your words are perfect; what matters is your heart. God will meet you there, and I promise it is worth it.